or if I hate myself for hating her...I don't know if I hate her...Let me spread it all throughout underground.Or if I'm lonelyYesit's all mixed up and...that feeling...Will you give me those feelings?or feel resentfulWhy don't we let her have a taste of it...?That filthy sludge swirling in your mind, that...She left me behind, and grasped it herself.is envy.I just don't know...But she reached out for it alone...