Wah! Ah! Why does the translation stop here of all places! Curiosity will consume me!
Translated.
Sorry for ma' broken English. Please correct it if I'm wrong.
Updated
Even if you refuse to see me, though I felt miserable, that's only disappointment.I hope for the day when you might open the door to tell me what I've done wrong.But that day I couldn't think of any more excuses for you. I think, "She can no longer care about anything" and sadness fills my mind.That day, I first felt "despair".
But as I was resolving to leave, and never approach this door again,--I heard