I got a job.These years between--- shared a photo....had returned to being normal girls...I had kept walking down the otaku's path without thinking of the future,I was 25 years old.I had not chased my dreams, but supporting the dreams of others (idols)When I realized itI prefer hanging out with my other friends.I alone hadn't grown up at all, or reached any kind of happiness.That's when it occurred to me.
"Maybe this way of life of mine is terrible?" ....enjoying student lives...My former otaku friends had returned to the real world.I got myself a girlfriend.Sweat kept running down my back.July 10th, I gave birth to a healthy girl. Days filled with anxiety kept piling up. My mother, father, sister...
continue reading...or marrying some nobodies and becoming mothers.The idols whom I had supported with all my time and money...All this time I had done nothing but wave glowsticks at girls on stage.