Why not just stop uploading these here instead? You upload something and ask for it to be removed within the same minute, as if you have some kind of exhibitionism issue that you fully acknowledge but cannot help on your own. Like you want the world to see "this problem" that you have, but at the same time want someone to take it away. Is this a cry for help? It is like you were a big fan of Kirby and while you innocently did a search on the internet about it, you came across some unpleasant imagery you could not get out of your head and grew an unhealthy infatuation about.