I concluded that I could never change that unfortunate fate. It was truly a stupid... dark past of mine.I then fled to the city, and even though I lived in a protected and healthy environment, I couldn't get along with anyone.Eventually, I began to feel irritated with humanity as a whole and not just those who oppressed me. I started to think "I want to destroy all humans".
But on the other hand, I also thought,"I will eventually be defeated, as an enemy of humankind, by a human stronger than me."I was perceived as creepy because of the negative aura coming out from me, and my irritation only grew stronger.But, well... I was only 6 years old at that time.