Hoping somebody dies of illness? If you're a Christian, you're doing a poor job of it.
A lot of my fellow Christians make true on the adage about "There being no hatred like a Christian's Love."
You can look at the inherent selfishness of the Neo-pentocostal and its influence on discourse when its idea of "toxic empathy" to justfy racism and bigotry. They don't try to hide it since there man in the White House forgave everyone who did 1/6 so they feel emboldened.
There was a comment I remembered someone stating online, so will take it with a grain of salt, but they claimed a friend of theirs worked as a theology professor at one of these Christian colleges. Supposedly his friend was horribly disappointed with students coming into his class, especially from Christian religious schools, because they were incredibly boring to engage with as they seemed to lack anything but the shallowest of interpretations and understanding of religious text.